posting again! lolx..

Philipians 2

hm.. there's plenty to talk about lol.. seeing as i haven't blogged for a friggin week!

um.. so i guess i'll start by sayin the ultrasound and gastroscopy went fine.. dun remember if i talked bout that stuff b4 in the blog but w/e. so im just waiting for results now.. fingers crossed that its nothing too serious. just rly tryin to trust in God and have faith in Him regarding this situation. mebbe sumthing gud will come out of this! sumhow..

mm.. ya nothing else has rly happened lately lol. so i guess i'll go rite into more spiritual stuffs.

so today i went to the good friday youth rally at bayview glen. and i must admit it was actually quite gud. was not sure of wut to expect going into it an hour late, but ya.. the speaker was pretty gud. rly IN UR FACE sorta style.. which im assuming actually may offend certain ppl, but w/e. so he talked bout 3 steps to living a more radical christian life. one that was like ON FIRE with passion for Christ and wutnot. so they are..
1) pray that God will open doors, give you oppurtunities to share about your faith
2) bring and READ ur bible at school
3) start a prayer list of ppl that you want to get to know Christ
definitely WAAAY hard to bring and read bible at school. very nerve-racking.. just the THOUGHT of it. but i think i RLY want to try to do this. becuz i think i am gettin into this sorta pattern of like a bland existence for God. and i wanna try and break this.. try and rly live a christ-like life and break free from the shackles of mediocrity. (like how i loaded that with funny words =P) so yes.. stay tuned to see how this turns out!

random thought now.. well not completely random, it was from today's devo. so its about who u serve for. like suur it's easy to serve and do "Godlly" things when u get praised for it. when there are ppl watching and u KNOW ur gettin sum niiice rep! but ya.. "wut if we're called to do work that nobody else wants to do and nobody gives us a second look when we're done?" ya.. so just sumthin to think about a suppose. im sur every1 can relate to this in SUM way.. i kno i definitely do..

-brian^^