so today i ended up feeling sick AGAIN!!! -.-" woke up at 4:30 this morning cuz i wasn't feelin good.. tried to fall asleep till 5:30 at which time i had to get up anyways because of badminton practice.. WHICH, ha.. ha.., ended up being cancelled because i was the only person who went (other than my coach) daang.. nice productive morning.. buut it was pretty cool cuz my coach person is like crazy nice and went and bought me soo much stuff to try to get me to feel better. =) yay free stuff. so i go home early and ya.. not much else is interesting..
so thankfully i did devo and read bible again today. and... i guess wut struck me the most was the passage bout not worrying (this is Matthew 6 btw) mmhmm.. made me realize how much i worry bout my own things and try to take everything into my own hands. cuz there are alotta worries in my life rite now. skool, uni, sickness, etc. and i just find myself so distracted by these worries that i forget that God will handle everything..
o, and pretty ironic thing. so i was giving 'advice' to my friend bout how God has a plan for everything and that He made us precisely as He wanted and stuff. and last night i just realized that i, myself, don't rly apply that to my own life. ya.. just a random thought.. giving advice to others that i don't even truly believe? hypocrite? (jks cuz Matthew 6 also had stuff bout hypocrites =P)
-brian^^
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nd that's why u blog....it'z a healthy thing lol, spiritually, mentally, nd maybe physically! (who knows)
it's good that ur coming to all these realizations. Realizing's a good step...at least u KNOW wut u needa do. nd I can see that ur working towards DOIN it already=)
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